I hope you are happy alone.
Feelings swept under the rug as my words flow out of my mouth wrap around your ears and are met with silence.
I hope you are happy alone
On your phone and computer while I make dinner, do the dishes, and clean up; singing songs to myself, dancing by myself.
I hope you are happy alone.
No one to respond to you when you are sad and depressed, head on my lap, my hand in your hair. In these moments you need me, yet do not think about those times when I also need you.
I hope you are happy alone.
Mismanaging your finances without care or regard. Negative bank account time and time again because of inattention, and ignorance.
I hope you are happy alone.
No longer kneeling on Himeros’s alter a broken man bringing the baggage of his youth lugging his mother’s attitude towards sex into the present moment, and coming up flaccid.
I hope you are happy alone.
As my prayers go unanswered, and my cries for attention are ignored; my eyes and voice asking for a morsel of you, and being denied time and time again.
I hope you are happy alone, as I am no longer happy with you.
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